~*b l o n d i e*~ (itsokimablonde) wrote,
~*b l o n d i e*~
itsokimablonde

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somewhere b e t w e e n the procrastination, the homework, the friendships, and the nasty cafeteria food, the calls to old friends . . . the i miss yous . . . and the i love yous . . . and the what are we doing tonights? . . . somewhere b e t w e e n and all of the changing and growing. and the skipping classes, the studying for tests, and the downright not studying for tests, i forgot . . . i forgot what it meant to cry . . . i forgot that pretending to be happy doesnt make  you happy . . . I f o r g o t that pretending to be smart doesnt make you smart . . . and that pretending to be ok  doesnt make you ok . . . I forgot that you cant control falling in love . . . and that you cant make yourself fall in love . . . i learned . . i learned that i can love . . . i learned to ask for help . . . and its ok to feel like crap . . . i learned that its ok to mess up . . . and its ok to ask for help . . . i learned its ok to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day . . . that somehow they’ll make it all better . . . i learned that sometimes the things you want most you just cant have . . . i learned that the greatest thing about high school isn’t going to be who is the most popular or going to be the parties . . . or the drinking not even the hook-ups . . . it’s the friendships, which means taking chances . . . i learned that sometimes the things we forgive and forget are the things which we most need to talk out . . .  i learned that letters from friends are the most important thing . . . and that sending cards to your friends mean much more than you know . . . but mostly, what gets me through everything are you guys. old and new friends, and even the ones that are going to come. though sometimes i might not show it, its true. its what puts me through me everyday and able to have those “today was the best day of my life” days.

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hi i got the same layout from a community but when i put the over rides in my lj it did not come up with the friends and info etc. so i wa juts wondering if u could help mee.

look i dont help people out with layouts. but ill tell you what i think it is. just so you'll leave me alone. my guess would be you didnt change everything to your user name. im sure if you got it from a community then they will help you. but if not im sure somewhere in the post it says what you're supposed to do. now next time dont post in my personal journal with you stupid problems. sorry if i sould like a bitch but thats not my problem...its yours